This morning I went to Des Moines to take a baby class that the hospital offers. On the way home I stopped at Walmart to get some groceries. Cereal, pie crust (still haven't found a recipe i like), carrots and toilet paper were a few of the items, along with a toothbrush for the shoebox. I saw a package of 4 and decided to get the package of 2. After all the groceries were in my cart, I made my way to the children's clothing section. Not knowing if I was going to buy for a boy or girl this year, I thought I would see what I could find. Each year, our church participates in Operation Christmas Child through Samaritan's Purse. Jerod and I have done it for a couple years and it's something I really enjoy. When my good friend
Maureen was in Africa, she actually got to help deliver a shipment of boxes to hundreds of children. She posted the
video on her blog and it brings tears to my eyes every time I watch it.
I came across some boys t-shirts and noticed that they were Christian shirts with Bible verses on them. I found one that I really liked and put it in the cart. So it looks like I'll be buying for a boy between the ages of 10-14. And then I became stumped and couldn't think of anything else to get. Boys here in the states that age most likely have interests in things that I could not fit into a shoebox. So I prayed and asked the Lord what I should get. After all, He knows the exact child this box will go to. And then a cool thing started to happen. Really cool. When you quit rationalizing things and just listen to the Lord's voice. I got a box of Uno cards and the Lord told me that someone would come to his house and teach him how to play. I walked buy an isle full of candles and knew I should turn down there but I kept walking. What would a boy want a candle for? It's not for him, it's for his mother. So I turned back around and got a candle. It was really interesting picking out what scent too. I didn't get the spice type candles because I have a feeling those will be familiar smells in their county. So I got a cherry one. I thought it was interesting that I would put something in the box for the boys mother, but the Lord showed me that the boy is the man of the house. He doesn't have a father living with them and he has 2 younger siblings. He's not a selfish boy and he would be glad to share with his family.
I kind of walking aimlessly, without knowing what I was looking for but knowing that the Lord would make it clear to me. I picked up a word search book and continued down another isle. Not seeing anything for a child I thought, Why did we go down this isle? For you. At the very end I found a 2009 planner that I had been wanting. :) Then I came across what I was looking for, crayons for the younger ones. I went back to the toothbrush isle and replaced the ones I got for the pack of 4. I found a few other small things and as I payed for the items, I felt really good about what I had purchased.
You know you can make your own don't you? This time it was the cashiers voice talking about my pie crust that she was holding. Yes I know, I said. But I haven't found a recipe that I like yet. I walked outside to the first real snow of the season. It was beautiful! It was also beautiful how the Lord made things clear to me, but also that I listened. Sometimes I get too caught up in other things that I miss it. Miss the blessing that He's trying to tell me and I don't want to do that. I don't want to miss any more candles.